Today I want to write about the stupid things people do without purpose...I mean, why do simple, stupid mistakes when you can do something meaningful instead? Einstein once said that insanity is doing the same over and over and expecting different results. I can surely relate to that today- why did I have to eat that 220 calorie grand chocolate chip cookie before going to bed? Did I have to? Was it temptation or the stupid nature of boredom? I can already feel my face form zits and hurt): And it's not just today- pretty much almost every day. I mean I wasn't hungry- I don't even think I wanted it, but I ate it and now regret it. What to do? This happens every day- to my life. It prevents the better things that I would've acquired. Instead of eating that cookie with bad conscience and than worry afterwards and plus dream of what could be- I could be thinking of more meaningful subjects- world issues, important peoples and creatures, personal problems, philosophy, and everything. Honestly, how can I sleep with such conscience? How amazing- I have water, food, peace, opportunities, bed, and time- what else do I need? I need to get over myself- I need to eliminate my inner devil.
Perhaps only this can help me.
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