I would like to find what I want to do in my life

How to make money doing what I would like to do, as precisely as I can

Although this time I am not obligated to figure anything out for sure,

And I might not find it

But I would like to find it

Work towards it

Walk towards it

Approach it

Equal it

I know what I like and what I don't like

Although I sometimes mess up

But, still I do not have enough knowledge, or confidence

Or I have not put the puzzle together yet

Just want the sunlight

And to find my path

And in sha Allah to make it come true :)

Sooo.... lol it's been five years since my last post

In 2020 I am now a student at Texas Christian University :)

Its crazy because I have the urge to write like 2015 me but I realize I don't write like that anymore, also I want to use emojis the laughing one especially

Also it's crazy that the 2015 me was in harmony and had no idea she would be a junior at TCU right now, studying mathematics and middle eastern studies! Which is pretty cool ngl

Wow so I'm not that bubbly careless girl as I was in 2015 lol, or maybe I am but I don't display it? Idk I guess I'm more grounded or whatever

Anyway my plans for today is to figure out my fashion in my wardrobe and figure out how to dress and what to buy and get rid of and what not :)

Oh! and also I am learning German and I might learn Arabic next year! Which is cool also :D

Also, I finally lost weight lol kind of skinny, I was even skinner a few months ago!

Well okay a lot has changed, maybe hope to see you soon blog! It's going to be March 1 in one hour and 1o minutes, and it was nice seeing you five years later :) <3